Dies ist ein thread der trauer.
ich möchte hier garnichts explizit ansprechen.
wenn euch danach ist, könnt ihr euch beteiligen.
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Trauer
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Re: Trauer
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You deeply impressed me w/ your seemingly unusually balanced, humble and caring demeanor. When happening to see your pictures I was blown away, and thought to myself what incredible sensitivity this person must harbor, to capture such images.
After the beautiful days we shared last Fusion, you unexpectedly stated to want to stay in touch, and for us to see each other again, at the latest at this one.
Instead, most everything you did since -- or rather, didn't -- showed a complete lack of interest, even consideration. Communicating was delayed and avoided in every way possible. And when I finally had to hold you accountable for your behavior? You chose to block, and thereby invisibilize, me.
Not even allowing me to properly understand what caused this so briefly claimed discomfort in you -- thereby also denying me, us, the possibility to remedy it and find a workable way of interacting over this distance.
Who taught you it's acceptable to treat someone this way? Why are your needs always more important than mine?
Still, thoughts of you and what should've been; could've been, keep haunting me. Obviously so much more when revisiting the grounds for all this joy and hope that Fusion is, this past week. Or maybe it was just the idea of you.
You deeply impressed me w/ your seemingly unusually balanced, humble and caring demeanor. When happening to see your pictures I was blown away, and thought to myself what incredible sensitivity this person must harbor, to capture such images.
After the beautiful days we shared last Fusion, you unexpectedly stated to want to stay in touch, and for us to see each other again, at the latest at this one.
Instead, most everything you did since -- or rather, didn't -- showed a complete lack of interest, even consideration. Communicating was delayed and avoided in every way possible. And when I finally had to hold you accountable for your behavior? You chose to block, and thereby invisibilize, me.
Not even allowing me to properly understand what caused this so briefly claimed discomfort in you -- thereby also denying me, us, the possibility to remedy it and find a workable way of interacting over this distance.
Who taught you it's acceptable to treat someone this way? Why are your needs always more important than mine?
Still, thoughts of you and what should've been; could've been, keep haunting me. Obviously so much more when revisiting the grounds for all this joy and hope that Fusion is, this past week. Or maybe it was just the idea of you.
It's not about making the world a better place; it's about making ourselves better persons. The rest comes naturally.